Help me get art material Campaign

I studied graphic design right after college and ever since I have been trying to get behind the art career but it never clicked. So I turned to being an electricians apprentice for a few years and have learned many things because of it but I always loved art and I want to be able to focus on that. I have been doing freelance art on and off for several years now and after being let go from my job I found myself with too much time on my hands, so I need financial help to start painting again. Any help would be appreciated since products I will be able to buy can vary vastly, this is something of importance to me since I have always admired artstyles I saw in games and even wanted to make themselves that's why I studied the graphic design. A little bit of a weird approach but I thought life would have turned out better however I won't give up on my dreams-not just yet at least. Any financial help I can receive will be a step forward and in efforts to being able to repay my mother for putting me through college. I do want to say that I haven't been just lazing at home, I'm doing side job for domestic electrical as much as I'm allowed to do without qualifications.