Hope to achieve a dream Campaign

I'm asking for assistance has i was raped and abused has a child and silenced by adults i grew up with sadness, pain and depression. My only happiness is helping others, feeding the community, helping at fundraising events, giving out clothes, water, helping people get jobs etc. Seeing others happy makes everything that happened easier. But without a vehicle going into rural areas, or taking big stock is difficult my dream is to raise funds and purchase a quantum. To help take the elderly out to carry items, to give abandoned kids a chance to visit places so on. Even if i get a quantum sponsored it will be a blessing. All i live for is to see happiness in others, in the world. Please help me achieve my dreams.