Personal message

I am a 30 years old black male,I had a tough childhood which resulted me not having an opportunity to finish school and that has made my life difficulty in getting a job, I have dropped so many cv's but still nothing. I struggle rent money and food,making cv's and transport. This struggle have been my whole life even people who used to help me gave up on me because these no change in my life. I believe my struggle it is because of I have no grade 12, I have experience some companies turning me back because I have no Metric. I have been writting Senior Certificate and I only need 1 subject in order to obtain my certificate. Now my challenge is that I need to pay rent and have food while preparing my June exam and after writting I will go back to eastern cape to wait for my results. I mostly need help with rent for March, April,  June. End of June I will leave Cape Town because I can't afford being here while unemployed. Would really appreciate if you help me so that I can write my exams stress free of rent and food.  For only 3 months.  I honestly believe that this time my life will have a big change with Senior Certificate. And it will give me more chances of getting a job. Thank you