Help me to get surgery

Hello everyone. My name is N.J. , I'm in my 20's, and I'm a mtf transgender individual, who is seeking help with funds towards Gender Confirmation Surgery and FFS.

I came out as trans when I was around 15 years old and had a few struggles along the way, one of them was with having gender dysphoria (distress caused by someone's birth gender).

A few months before my 19th birthday, I started my journey with hormone replacement therapy, wich brought quite a few changes. While hormones feminizes your body tissue (fat/muscle and brings emotional changes.etc), you will still need to get surgery to change your bottom parts.

Since i was little, I have always felt uneasy with my genitalia. Many times before I went to sleep, I prayed and wished for my bottom parts to be gone by the time that I woke up, but unfortunately it doesn't work like that.

I have missed out on many life experiences, due to myself being trapped in the wrong body. I am limited on daily activities, to what I can do and what I can wear. Sometimes it's difficult to get a day over, without getting upset or sad about my struggles.

Gender Confirmation Surgery would be the best option for me. I want to raise money so that I can have the surgery, so that I can feel more comfortable with myself and to be free. Sometimes it's hard to explain my story, because not everyone understands it.

I can't rely on state care for surgery, because there is a waiting list of 25 years, that's why private care are my only hope. The cost of transgender bottom surgery is R300 000 in South African Rands .

In addition to bottom surgery, I'm also trying to raise funds for facial feminization surgery (wich would be to feminize my face, and bring it in contact with my gender). Cost is +- R180 000 based on quotes.

Total amount that I want to raise = R480 000 South Africa Rands, (25263.15789 USD).

Please if anyone can donate, I will appreciate it with all my heart. No donation is too small or big. Every bit will help. Thank you in advance for your consideration.

Thank you