Personal message

Good morning and bitterly sorry for the broadcast message so early in the morning. I come to you with an urgent request for help. I feel so bad to send this message but unfortunately I need help. I will answer any questions as I get time between work, and big big big please, I don't want people to know about this message, it's very heavy and humiliating for me already to have to do something like this, so any questions can please be sent to me and not discussed with anyone else. No one knows about this message and my situation except the people reading here now. I really urgently need help today, I have to collect money by this afternoon and it is a considerable amount. I will discuss reasons privately with someone who wants to know, but believe me, this is just an emergency that I have to try and sort out today. For each person who receives this message, can I please ask for a R1000-R2000 donation OR loan, I will repay each person as I can, I promise, if it is a donation, thank you very much. If you can help in any way, with donation or loan, please put your name in the reference of payment, if it is loan, please also just add loan so I can see who I have to pay back. I'm so terribly sorry that I have to send this message and just before Christmas, but I'm in a terrible pinch and things have to be paid today, otherwise things are only going to get that much worse. Please, I'm begging you, I'm coming to ask for help with my head down in shame, I really have no other choice. I'm also going to try to get a loan during the day but I don't know if I'll be able to. I thank you in advance for those who can help and once again I'm sorry that I have to send this message but unfortunately it's one of those cases where I have to ask for help right away