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Hi I'm Changu a transgender female ftm. I have been feeling really dysphoric about my body but I cannot afford top surgery because I'm a student and even I have even reduced going out. I knew I was different from other girls when I was doing grade 2, I would hang out with the boys more often but that wasn't a problem, the problem started when I hit puberty when I was in grade 7, my breasts started developing and I also started my period I was so horrified by that.... I also remember I wanted to commit suicide because people would laugh at me for acting like a boy. If I raise 30k I'll be able to afford my top surgery here in South Africa