Personal message

hello everybody today i wanne ask everyone to help me please i am a 31 year old white male i am unemployed but its not because im too lazy to work i have lower back problems i am not even able to walk around the block and i do not have the money to go and see proper doctors to see if anything can be done the pain is bad sometimes that i just lay in bed the whole day crying about the pain and the thing is this back problem of mine is not just affecting me on the days when i cant do anything but cry my wife has take off from work to attend to me and she is allready getting  payed min wage then she looses sometimes 3 to 4 days salary and her sallary barely suports the rent and food and one off the 2 most painfull things for me to see is how hard she is trying to suport this litle family of ours it breaks my heart because i was raised and my parents told the man of the house pays the bills and works hard to give his family what they need i would love to but i cant the thing that makes me wane jump off a bridge is i have a 4 year old son who i love with my entire existance and like other fathers who plays soccer or rugby or even just run around and plays with the kids i cant and it affects my son the way he walks away after asking me daddy can you please try and catch me i just wane play with you a little and i have to tell him i cant because of my back he even then tells me he wont run fast so that it can be easy for me to catch him it breaks my heart into a million pieces all i am asking you is please help me to raise funds to and atleast be able to go see a proper doctor and hopefully have it fixed im asking you to please think about my son and how happy he will be if his daddy stood a chance to maybe actaully play with him